Today marks the anniversary of me starting work as a software engineer. I love the job – despite some of the real challenges I’ve faced in a radical career change – and I do feel so very lucky to have got it in an exceptionally difficult time.
Some of the changes are about how I see myself – after more than 30 years of working in communications and public policy I (regardless of what others thought about me or even whether I was right or wrong) was generally very confident in my own judgment and ideas. I’d been around the track – more than once – and whether you liked it or not I had a view I’d generally express. Now I am the start-of-career, not-long-out-of-university beginner. It can be daunting sometimes and I get things wrong, though my colleagues are generally happy to help (though everyone working remotely does sometimes make that a little harder).
Well, I’m not quite new to everything – I know how corporate things work and while I am nobody’s manager I do know what that is about too (or at least I think I do).
Secondly, I am very much working in an engineering environment and not a computer science one. The differences are subtle and I cannot quite articulate them, but they are certainly real. “Scientists” (whether computing scientists – applied mathematicians really – or hard scientists) and engineers do tend to look at each other a little warily, and before I’d always been on the “other” side of this. But I am getting used to this too.
Above all it’s great to work somewhere where every day I am expected to think and apply that thought to solve novel and interesting problems.
I am having a particularly bad day with the MSc project report – finding it difficult to motivate myself to write more and unconvinced the examiners will be impressed by my work – so maybe I should not dwell on this, but it is interesting, so what the hell.
Computer science, it can feel, is not taken quite seriously by other scientists – or indeed, by the world in general. Perhaps that explains the low level of graduate employment for those with computer science degrees (or perhaps the graduates explain why others do not take it quite as seriously as other scientific disciplines?). Or maybe it is to maths as engineering is to physics – insufficiently pure and for the artisan and not the gentleman?
The particular combination of incompetence and arrogance that characterizes much of what Naughton calls “bad refereeing” always stings when you are on the receiving end, although after a while it can be retrospectively funny; one day I will publish some of my own inventory, collected over the years. As a preview, here are two comments on the first paper I wrote on Eiffel, rejected in 1987 by the IEEETransactions on Software Engineering (it was later published, thanks to a more enlightened editor, Robert Glass, in the Journal of Systems and Software, 8, 1988, pp. 199-246 ). The IEEE rejection was on the basis of such review gems as:
I think time will show that inheritance (section 1.5.3) is a terrible idea.